Baby was much to fast.
Throughout my years I have come to realize that no matter how you try things may not work out.
Ive spent years trying to fix an abysmally tarnished relationship back to some luster.
I tell you now with all the strength you can muster tough it out.
While sure you may wind up wounded and with a broken heart.
Life is all about experience. experience all things so that you have the knowlede to decide for yourself.
I had a customer ask me the other day. He says "How many of the thoughts in your head are your own?" without hesitation I had said to him "All of them." to which he says "Prove it"
Now there is no real way to prove it. And the more you argue the more wrong you are. My answer was this. "I expand my mind and believe in diversified ideologies. I meditate and spend alot of time in my head.
My mind is my only true home. For if you are home in your mind you are home anywhere.
People have given up on the quest for knowledge and settle down to what other people say. The best scientists were the ones who looked there predecessors in the face and said "Your wrong, let me show you why." and they spent their lives dedicated to disproving someones theory so as theirs may take over. Go for gold everytime and if you don't make it look at it not as a failure but as a successful route to get there.
Thomas Edison said. I've not failed I've just found 10,000 ways that wont work. Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.
So let that inspire you to be the best you , you can be. And should you have someone tell you that you fail or are a loser ignore them because all you have to do is admit to yourself you'll get there you just havent found your way yet and dont give up in what you want.